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every second that you run away [21 Mar 2010|04:07pm]
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sorry i don't post anymore. i sort of only use lj for music now. so maybe this will be my end post. reversible i guess but maybe for now hiatus.
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it is something [04 Oct 2009|12:54pm]
i was walking home from friday dinner when i was suddenly overwhelmed by the feeling that i lived in the most beautiful city in the world. my neighbourhood is densely populated, full of tiny, pedestrian only streets of stone, full of little gardens and blue and green gates and shutters, basked in sun during the day and shadows at night. i've learned where all the jasmine trees are, and i can smell them from blocks away. it's the end of summer and the nights are cool and still. on friday night, the first night of succot, the moon was full and bright, lighting the starless sky, solitary. everyone's succahs were up, assembled on balconies or on the street, white boxes, lit from within, like giant glowing white lanterns.

sometimes i like when nothing happens. inventing choice and opportunity, sometimes out of boredom. waiting, thinking, using time to think up ideas, spend time with people and make things in a totally unrestricted way. anyway i got all positive a few months ago and some how, all of that has sort of created all this opportunity, in like, a bunch of areas in my life. it's kind of caught me by surprise though and i'm apprehensive. i mean, it's what you want; opportunity, chances, offers... but with it, obviously, comes the possibility of failure, messing things up, letting people down, being overwhelmed by choice and then making no choices, or letting choices make themselves. so i guess i should work on that. although honestly, these aren't the jobs i want. i love what i studied and i wish i was doing things i was qualified to do. i mean, a job's a job, and it's a good thing to have, and as much as i love jerusalem right now, i don't feel like this is the place where i'll be able to develop my career in the ways i really want to. i don't know. ok that's all. some cow moved my wet laundry from the line so i guess i should just use the dryer at the laundromat. ugh i never thought i'd be wishing for my own laundry.
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*** [28 Aug 2009|01:34pm]
[ mood | cooking ]

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Family: I salute you, tearfully
Say this daily
Cradled in sturdy wood, clean cotton, good air
You put them here: me, these things
I accept with:
Firm jaw
Swell in the heart
The wet eye salute
Apology

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need to [25 Aug 2009|11:50pm]
[ mood | decent ]

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*haven't posted in ages
*still living in jerusalem
*on some kind of positive, happy kick which is feeling sort of sustainable
*sort of just "want to get married"
*but don't even have someone who likes me, or that i like. i don't even have a crush or anything, although i did for a while a little bit ago
*figuring out work situation
*trying to draw/write/make things semi-regularly, sort of want to start painting again
*growing hair out
*starting podcast again this week
*haven't been to the movies since melbourne
*bought some saul bellow today. also reading camus. fancy, i know.

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they go we go [03 Jun 2009|07:31pm]
[ mood | ok ]

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you're my double shadow [04 May 2009|10:45pm]
[ mood | could be worse ]

probably the first sports game i've been to in at least 10 years
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tel aviv won

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keep it close [30 Apr 2009|09:36am]
[ mood | chilly ]

hey everyone! long time no blog, i know. it's because now i live in israel.

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for a little while, at least.

anyway i was at this playground yesterday and all the play equipment was like, versions of grownup gym equipment:
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blogworthy, i thought.

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alice [29 Mar 2009|08:59pm]
[ mood | waaaa ]

ugh i'm so angry. hormonal forsure, but whatever. i'm so angry.

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codr [23 Mar 2009|11:27pm]
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i don't know what the eff that says
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purim style [11 Mar 2009|01:13am]
[ mood | done ]

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oscar [08 Mar 2009|02:50pm]
[ mood | good ]

i think that though my being such a proficient internet stalker, i subconsciously make myself extremely internet stalkable. i'm really easy to stalk. i better have stalkers. what a waste otherwise.

also hollaaaa it's my birthday.

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killa beez [06 Mar 2009|07:22pm]
[ mood | clean ]

first of all, i'm the brunch queen:
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freeda took this picture, and i love it:
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freeda:
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yuff eats a pancake:
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costume shop this morning:
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surprise, i look amazing with red hair. never knew.
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this apathy will kill me [26 Feb 2009|12:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]

woke up, swam, ate, went to work, ate, sauna, tv, movie (rififi, no subtitles! oh wait, i found the subtitles), bed.

getting me mole off tomorrow.

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stuff what i made [06 Feb 2009|11:53am]
[ mood | xhausted ]

i thought i'd paint again this summer, but instead i ended up doing music stuff. i'm not so good but in the past two weeks since i got back from india, i made this:

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THE GENERAL NOTICES

CLEW DIVINE EP

download here

there are only four tracks on it. i have my moments.

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nollywood dreamz [03 Feb 2009|10:47pm]
[ mood | ok ]



welcome to nollywood.

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the rhythm the rebel [27 Jan 2009|10:59am]
[ mood | sunburnt ]

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they don't know you like i do [25 Jan 2009|02:15pm]
[ mood | ok ]

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i follow you [24 Jan 2009|12:19am]
[ mood | crampy ]

we stayed in fort cochin for a week and a half and above our room hung this painting. at first i was like, that painting is so STRANGE! anyway, by the the we left, i really loved it.
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also i bought three pairs of shoes yesterday. it happened in about ten minutes. sometimes i'll go for months without seeing a single thing i like and then other times, i'll find three beautiful pairs and they'll all be on sale and they'll all fit well. yaaaaay!
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and i also bought two dresses. and an ipod, but that was at the airport. so now i should probably stop buying stuff, or at least until i'm back at work.

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plus plus [21 Jan 2009|10:30am]
[ mood | obama! ]

and some other favourites:

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retournee [21 Jan 2009|10:15am]
[ mood | i'm alright ]

some india photos: i came back this morning! there's lots more but they're on facebook. i feel like most people who see my photos here might as well just see them on facebook. not sure why i'm posting photos here at all, or anything. continuity!

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